Okay, so I initially joked about it and sent her a jokey message about it, but then it hit me.
To explain, Amy, the girl I fell for, tried to date but was ultimately rejected by just posted: i really need to get laid. if only someone liked me
I initially joked and giggled but then it hit me. I FELL for you; I took you out on a date and bought you flowers. Now I KNOW that doesn’t mean I’m entitled to anything, please don’t think that’s what I think, but I DID like you, I STILL FUCKING LIKE YOU. I FUCKING ADORE YOU AMY!!! And then you post that, like you’re rubbing it in my face! What the fuck?
There is a perfectly decent person here right in front of you who fucking would jump over mountains for you and you say that. I don’t understand. I feel so hurt, my body feels so heavy, I don’t know whether to scream or cry or, I don’t even know. Someone give me some advice here because I just feel like I’ve punched in the gut.